Down the memory lane

However old fashioned it may seem ,I still shed a tear or two when i go through my old , battered faded album containing photos from my school or college days.Each one carries a story and a whirl of emotion laden journey begins. Those days make me realize how with time we get lost in the daily humdrum of life how gradually but steadily we loose our sensitivity,our youth and our innocence ,our ability to trust people easily and how to live an unemotional robotic life.

We loved to climb on bus rooftops to get ourselves photographs,we pooled money to go to some expensive restaurant.falling in love with lean cute looking guy on the trip to Ooty(those trips were the only escape from daily life and seemed like journey to heaven) and trips promised days filled with more adventure and more joy.

I refused to grow up with each passing day my childhood desire to find my soul mate deepens. and this urge to find one made me land up in some miserable goof ups.The relationship may not held any future but certainly left some indelible marks on my soul.Made me a much evolved person (though i feel in negative sense) and enhanced my ability to withstand adversities.

With such experiences your entire life changes,your mind gets struct to one thought and your r life's plan get changed altogether.

better we leave it unfinished then and there, be the same person again. forgive and forget(easier said than done) and move ahead.